Different
When I look you in the lies,
Something deep inside me dies,
Because I know you wont get better, better, better
Youd rather be right than be loved,
The only thing Ive understood
Nothings ever good enough.
I stumble through the words as theyre leaving me,
Tremble at the sight of Your Majesty,
And I cut myself just to get them out.
This time Ill be different, I promise you,
This time Ill be special, you know I will,
Just dont leave with me in your eyes.
This time Ill be better, I want you to know,
This time Ill be special, oh God, make it so,
Just dont leave with me in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes
You took my youth, you took my health,
And if youre not here Ill fight myself
Youre supposed to make this better, better, better
No self-control and no reason why,
If I dont change, then we both die,
This is it for you and I.
Blisters at the end of my fingertips,
Praying to a God I don´t think exist
Will you listen now?
Can you forgive me somehow?
This time Ill be different, I promise you,
This time Ill be special, you know I will,
Just dont leave with me in your eyes.
This time Ill be better, I want you to know,
This time Ill be special, oh God, make it so,
Just dont leave with me in your eyes, your eyes, your eyes
Closer now to the end,
If love was the answer,
Then hope was the question.
Closer now, lets pretend
Weve never been out here before.
This time Ill be different, I promise you,
This time Ill be special, you know I will,
Dont leave with me in your eyes.
