Timshel

I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business

I sink into the wall,
And staring up I saw,
I'm alone in all my thoughts,
Too afraid to be crazy I run,
It always finds me driving right through town,
With the windows down I fly,
It's the feeling spring has brought,
But an eye for the winter's what I got,
It always finds me...

So tonight,
When I left here,
All I said was goodbye and that's alright,
No, "I'll see you later,"
I've been trying my whole life,
And if it's an eye for an eye why can't I get this right,
I'm too slow to go fast,
I'm too nervous to do that,
So I run, run away why should I...

I take my chances slow,
After all it's no one's fault,
But the pain seems to crave my life,
So ashamed of my weakness I lie,
It always finds me...

So tonight,
When I left here,
All I said was goodbye and that's alright,
No, "I'll see you later,"
I've been trying my whole life,
And if it's an eye for an eye why can't I get this right,
I'm too slow to go fast,
I'm too nervous to do that,
So I run, run away why should I...

Why should I?
Why should I?
Why should I?