Black Notebook
My mind was playing on repeat
I could no longer separate what was real
From my own strong will to feel
That everything was fine
I decided to write down my endless thoughts on paper
To try to make everything seem a little clearer
I found a little black notebook on top of my refrigerator
I started rippin' up the pages that are already used
I tore them apart, I needed a fresh start
And then I read some notes I made last year in October
There they were the same phrases I've been repeating over and over
Let's go deeper, I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free yeah, I wanna be me, oh
I wanna be the best I can be with you
Real change might take what turns
And when you think you've moved on
You still need a, a little time to really come around
And the naked truth to release the mind
When I read those notes I made last year in October
I realised I've been losin' my dream over and over
Let's go deeper, I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free yeah, I wanna be me, oh
I wanna be the best I can be with you
Oh, oh, oh
