Current State of Mind IV
Zoocci Coke Dope he's the dealer
Go and live your life, you good on your own
Grab a camp chair, you don’t deserve a throne
Stuck with memories, I’m sitting all alone
I was with my niggas probably getting stoned
I was your nigga, I was like your mascot
You were looking average, I was giving mad props
I was addicted 'cause your pussy like a crack rock
Take my weed, put it in a stash spot
I’m only joking, it’s crazy what love will make you do
I guess it’s my fault, I’ve always seen a better you
If you were me and I was you, I wonder what you would do
And I would never put you through the things you put me through
Looking at my efforts, I feel like a fool
Can't never fall in love, I fall into a pool
Ass fat full moon in the afternoon
What happens after school happens after school
’Cause when it’s wartime, it’s really wartime
And when it’s your time, it’s really your time
You made a name for yourself, it’s everywhere you go
Even where you stay, I couldn’t love a ho
You know for you I play the fool
The things you do, I’d never do
There's constantly war between us both
Your love ain’t for me, I need something new
Push me away any chance you get
Don’t try to stay, it will be the same
You just need to run away from me
You just need to stay away from me
Could give a fuck if you love when you don’t love yourself
Smoking on broccoli man, I hope it helps
I find some time to think properly, still go fuck yourself
The way this shit is going I can’t wish you well
Throwing all my coins down a wishing well
Before I wish you well, ‘cause you bring me hell
Lies between your lies by now I know you well
Overthinking everything, I’m in a mental cell
Why would you act like I was insecure?
When you were lying, I couldn’t be sure
You saw my pain and couldn’t be a cure
You saw my pain and brought me some more
You had me wrapped around your lil’ finger
Thought I was stupid like I’m not that nigga
Get over you I hope it happen quicker
Blow out my brains, I’m finna pull the trigger
Voices in my head, "Zulu why would you date her?"
Bad communication running out of data
Don’t wanna see you now, don’t wanna see you later
Telling all my homies that I fucking hate her
You know for you I play the fool
The things you do, I’d never do
There's constantly war between us both
Your love ain’t for me, I need something new
Push me away any chance you get
Don’t try to stay, it will be the same
You just need to run away from me
You just need to stay away from me
"You see true love, is the only type of love that can keep and sustain a relationship
It will help you to make the ultimate sacrifice, to give up playing games
Quit destructive habits and seek counselling when you can, to acquire tools and knowledge
In order for you to have a healthy relationship."
“And it sounds like that, that was what lead you to your GP?”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah.”
“So how has that changed things for you?”
“Damn, it’s a crazy question. It’s uhm…firstly I promised myself to try and forget the whole thing
And act like it never happened because it was such a bad time, mentally for me
And I don't ever wanna think about it.
This is therapy so if I had to explain it to someone...”
I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
I feel like I died that day but my eyes never closed
Dolly, dolly, dolly
I lost my mind without you but I'm free
I was on the low talking money, talking big dreams
Knocking on the door, needed racks, I need my own things
Needed racks, I need my own things
Needed racks, I need my own
I was on the low talking money, talking big rings
Knocking on the door, needed racks, I need my own thing
No, no, no, no no, no no
They told me no, no, no no, no no
Dolly, dolly, dolly
I wish we took off and went overseas
Dolly, dolly, dolly
I always thought there was something 'bout me
I was on the low talking money, talking big rings
I can't talk 'cause I still die
I don't know how my heart's still wholesome
Trash filled choices, we crashed and we lost it
