Lost
You know just the other day I drove passed where we first met
My face lit up
And I kinda remembered all of those good things we had
I couldn't even believe it was you
But now it's over
Gotta do what I gotta do
The fact that you're not here baby pulls me down and
Whatever causes night in our souls may leave stars behind
But heartless beings queens like me were never meant to be rescued
Pack up my heart and I'll see you see you
I took time seeking love then all I could find is pain
And then we crossed eyes then I shoulda thought it came
You wasn't bothered touching you was an honour
I fought through the rain now call you is getting harder
It wasn't me but the situation got real
You were promised to him so how the hell was I supposed to feel
I tried loving you I tried hugging you
You kept pushing away and the cries I tried shrugging through
There's ten ways to get rid of a man
Now I'm looking mad stupid tryna stick with the plan
Huh I felt hurt then mostly I felt betrayed
And then I read the signs like a nigga playing sherades
But damn you cold but I could tell we were getting there
Dreaming Ranches and Kids but now I'm letting fear
Get the best of me I'm tired from the treachery
Cause now I'm calling Quits see baby this is what's left of me
The fact that you're not here baby pulls me down
And whatever causes night in our souls may leave stars behind
But heartless beings queens like me were never meant to be rescued
Pack up my heart and I'll see you see you
They say thugs need love too I tried loving again
But it's different can't love her the same
And so many things changed and not only between us
But now I look at love and motherfucker's facetious
Lord forgive me cause now I'm a rolling stone
Forever on the road with no reason for going home
How could I fight for what's right without fighting my fears
I spent so many nights in studio wiping my tears
I look back at where we coulda been or where we shoulda went
It's all gone but we would pretend
I tell girls that I love em just to hook em in
That's when they lay with the Gad and now Imo do em King
With this penny for thoughts bought so many ideas
Five years I'm still single yall marrying my peers
I still think about you you were the best of me
But I gotta call it quits this is what's left of me
We would've grown old together cause it's not what you did
It's what I had to live with after you called it quits after you called it quits
The fact that you're not here baby pulls me down
And whatever causes night in our souls may leave stars behind
But heartless beings, queens like me were never meant to be rescued
Pack up my heart and I'll see you see you
