Shade
I pretty much
Don't give a fuck
Bout what you gotta say
you can swallow that shade
I've given up
trying to get that love
from people in my way
they can swallow that shade
I pretty much
Don't give a fuck
Bout what you gotta say
you can swallow that shade
I've given up
trying to get that love
from people in my way
they can swallow that shade
Been a long time coming
been racking up to nothing
stacking on negatives these self expletive terraces
are higher than my merriment
how can I nip the precedent
that's growing out to self indent
these buds are building tunnels instead cherishing
and it's burrowed in my brain
deep within my grin
can I let in some evidence
that maybe shows im not a piece of shit
please omit
I pretty much
Don't give a fuck
Bout what you gotta say
you can swallow that shade
I've given up
trying to get that love
from people in my way
they can swallow that shade
All of my self worth
tied up in elsewhere
All of this self hurt
Coming from self stares
Trying to look in mirror
see beautiful
all i can do is get sick spit in lieu
Of kindness, and self care
Behind this, skin tear
I want to find the blood of my being
hopefully find the opposite reading
of what i'm seeing on the daily
I question why my partner
stays with me
question why she hasn't ever seen
the monster, the imposter
the darkness i foster
I pretty much
Don't give a fuck
Bout what you gotta say
you can swallow that shade
I've given up
trying to get that love
from people in my way
they can swallow that shade
I pretty much
Don't give a fuck
Bout what you gotta say
you can swallow that shade
I've given up
trying to get that love
from people in my way
they can swallow that shade
Autor(es): Paul C J Payabyab
