
Eulogy
You did good, $lick
When I, when I, when I, when I
When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell
When I, when I, when I, when I
When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell
When I, when I, when I, when I
Three AM, drinkin' with this pistol on my lap, uh
Six medications, guess there ain't no fixin' that
It's that broken motherfucker, knuckling 'till I relapse
If I die they might cry 'till they inherit my stacks
Cold fuckin' world, tell me what's the word?
Only time I speak my heart is when the message come out slurred
People pleasing always eager to fix a motherfucker's problems
Leave me at the bottom, more comfortable with Gomorrah and Sodom
I chew on fent and rot my teeth
All for moments of peace and slow heart beats
Got offered, a God I dissed, who gon' save me?
All I could do is laugh and say "C'est la vie"
Woe, is me, I know you get the picture
This type of pain will earn you seven figures
Check my DNA, my RNA come with predictors
This shit is scripture and for what I got there's no elixirs
Feel like I'm not enough
Find myself playing my dad like Honey Boy and Shia LaBeouf
My mama crying as she watch the clock
Text my bro I love him, even though he got my number blocked
I would give up everything to see my brothers clean
No second thoughts, it's fuck the cost or take me, leave 'em be
Take my money, say you love me even if it's lies
That connection's so depressing but it's all I got
(When I die) When I die just play this fucking song
I was never meant for this, been tortured just to carry on (When I die)
Couple coupes, lotta zeroes and a couple homes
None of it did shit for me, cock the pistol and now I'm- (When I die)