Vendetta
All my feelings feel way too much for me, now I'm breaking
But I ain't got time for that right now, so I keep bailing
Out of 'em deals I make with myself when I fall asleep
'Cause these days I don't have a dream
How will I ever grow?
With this handful of seeds
I'm fed up with me
I'm tryna let it go
I keep haunting my dreams
I'm fed up, I can't fall asleep
Can't fall asleep
Hold up, I'm picking up the pieces
No luck, I've been running on my knees
Ain't nobody told me
How hard it is to hug your enemies
I'm getting there slowly
Got a vendetta with who I used to be
My emotions planning an ambush on me, but I see them coming
An army's suited up for war, but they shoot for nothing
I keep telling on myself, I'm my own worst enemy
But these days I trick myself to sleep
How will I ever grow?
With this handful of seeds
How will I ever know?
How to fight what I see
I'm tryna let it go
I keep haunting my dreams
I'm fed up, I can't fall asleep
Can't fall asleep
Hold up, I'm picking up the pieces
No luck, I've been running on my knees
Ain't nobody told me
How hard it is to hug your enemies
I'm getting there slowly
Got a vendetta with who I used to be
Sick of all, of all the wicked thoughts
That on keep on picking on my mind
