These Days
Demons sitting in the corner, tears falling on my pillowcase
You know I told you I could save you, but I’m having trouble breathing, maybe I’m the one I should’ve saved
I hope the reaper forgets my name
Hope when you see me, it brings you pain
I hope your demons don’t go away
But I hope these memories of us will stay
And someone told me when you left me, you was lonely
Always looking for another guy
And someone told me if you loved me, you would show me, I’m looking 'round for the signs
And these days, loneliness is my friend
These days, I can’t find happiness
'Cause these days, the only drug is my head
And these days, I don’t know who I am
Got me running around in circles
Don’t know who hurt you, but it sure as hell wasn’t me (Uh-huh)
Know you got a problem with me, I’m exhausted
I’ve been sipping, I’ll be dead, probably, uh-huh
I’m overthinking, that's probably why I’m drinking
I bet my papa is proud of me
I’m taking shots to bed to drown the thoughts up in my head 'Cause I know that you ain’t love me
And these days, loneliness is my friend
These days, I can’t find happiness
'Cause these days, the only drug is my head
And these days, I don’t know who I am
My glass full of whiskey, you look like the bottle
You're way too wasted off a heart that’s hollow