Control
I cruise along and think i'm fine.
I feel the waves and the sunshine.
I lose myself and feel the tide.
I feel your presence at my side.
I feel no rush and think i am glad.
And yet something still makes me sad.
I feel it's someone else's stride,
And i am just along for the ride.
I could be fine and yet i strive,
As though i'm tumbling down
This endless hole.
I know i'd like to lead my life,
Feeling that i'm really in control.
I will look on as time just flies,
Content that i never ever might be whole.
I feel so down and yet would rise,
But i'm too scared that i might fall.
I remember the day i tried,
To remove the thorn in my side.
I wanted to retain it all,
I should have known it was your call.
In the end i got it all,
Got it all wrong.
Much too desperate
To hang on.
It was the day i lost it all,
Lost it all.
It was the day i lost control,
Lost control.
When i lost control.
When i lost control.
