Even If I Don't

Rachael Yamagata

I miss you most in the morning
Most every morning I wake up thinking
I could call, I could come visit
I could come running, we could relive it

But when I think of all that we've been through
Going back to you seems such a foolish thing to do
I hope you know that even if I don't I wanted to

All those words you said at the ending
Were pretty revealing and I can't forget them
All those ways we missed at connecting
Despite all our trying it always came back to
What I couldn't give you

So when I think of starting up again
Or trying to be friends it seems impossible to do
I hope you know that even if we can't I wanted to

Who knows why two people perfectly aligned
Should ever have to find themselves apart
I'll never understand my heart

I miss you most in the morning
Most every morning I wake up crying