Freakout
Sometimes
I think
I'll freak out.
I'm apathetic.
I act pathetic.
I think
I cracked this time.
Sometimes
I think
I'm schizophrenic, frantically feeling for a foothold, but
I put it off.
Falling faster,
I'm looking for an answer.
I'm coming up with nothing.
You'll never get me down from this ledge.
I feel
I'm losing everything.
Losing my mind.
Losing my pants.
Unplug me; you can send up anyone you want.
I'm
Phil's last stand.
I see what's in front of me.
It's just not what
I want.
I'm just gonna give up 40 more years of the same, and life would be so boring again.
That's all
I can see.
I don't wanna feel that stupid again.
What's wrong with me.
I'm freakin.
