Pills
I've been nursing this pain
Six long years
I've been screaming your name
Summer heat
Sweating in my sleep
Just lay me down for an eternity
It was perfect
I didn't deserve it
I was so helpless as you slipped right from my hands
And I have never been so confused
Courtesy of all your miscues
Erase away the mistakes we made
And blame them on our youth
I needed more than pills and a promise
I needed more than a bullshit excuse
You left me back holding the bag
And all I ever wanted was the truth
Nothing is working
This shit can't save me
I've been fucking going crazy
All the things I should've said
Plays over and over in my head