Soleboy
I took another hit
Scotty just caught him a body
Baso made another hit
Fuck it
Forever lit
Im gettin' drunk as shit
Soon as I heard this shit I just started crying my eyes keep waterin'
I miss my kids I bet they wonderin' where their father went
Might not be man before i get to hit the park with them
Livin' in the ghetto we was po' but we had fun
That money got me strugglin'
I don't remember none of this when i had nothin'
I was bad at work I was in the closet tryna find my dad gun
I don't know for sho' but i just thought that i was supposed to have one
Meanwhile im in juvenile whole time i ain't even know i had a son
You ain't told me about it
I ain't even know
You ain't told me about it
Girl like I ain't out here wildin' why you ain't told me that I had a son
Now lookin' back at shit I did like "yeah that was dumb"
Girl that was dumb
Some of the most stupidest stuff that a nigga did but it was all for love
She wasn't my bitch but I told him said dont put his hands on that woman
I tried to kill a nigga in life for tryin me and my big cousin
Me and E
We was just goin' to lunch
Gone eat bout my boys
Who beef then I must indulge
Livin' in the bricks he wasn't rich but i say i was spoiled
'Cause being a baby I got away with shit and I ain't do chores
Mama i'm sorry for trippin' on Christmas 'cause I ain't get no toys
Now that i'm a man I understand that life was really hard
Droppin' bars thinkin' bout all my niggas behind the bars
Nigga told on site then he died on the bike while he was gettin' charged
My future bright but it's just allot of darkness in my heart
I pray no smoke don't come my way cause I know ima take it way too far
Ain't no forgivin' i need my vengance please forgive me Lord
Lil' nigga keep beggin for my attention ima send him to you God
Mama i need you to stop believing everything you see on blogs
Can't nobody say the no shit about me cause I be high, way on mars
Ain't fucked her in so long she want to go to court this bitch done called the lawyer
Saying im doing her wrong I love my kids feel like they took her spot
If i could do it all over i would be more selfish with my fucking time
Trynna bring niggas with me who ain't even want to see me shine