The Weight Of Devotion
Bearing this weight, it weakens me day by day
Try to find change, but Im looking through jaded eyes
Leave me here, I know no other way to live
Using the fear
to suffer the pain
Driven by rage
in this manic mind
A life of service
a life in ruin
Shattered so slowly
ever so completely
Ive given so much
its stolen my soul
Im nothing at all
it defines my being
The pleasures of life
elude me still
Cast me out
cast me down
The hate inside me
overcomes the world
It empowers me
It elevates me
My devotion blinds me
the darkness finds me
Heavy on me
weighing down on me
This devotion drives me
my actions haunt me
Crushing me
crushing down on me
Immolation
Breathing The Dark
It lets no light in
It feeds on my pain
I try to feel something
Numbness is all thats left
With every breath
Another piece of me is gone
As if life is leaving me
Leaving nothing behind
Try to hold on
My spirit is gone
Panic runs through me
Fighting the suffering
It spites me
Entices me
It leads me on
Then crushes my dreams
It leaves me hollow
Pulling me deeper
It has no compassion
It wants full control
Try to hold on
My spirit is gone
Fighting to overcome
But every battle is lost
Breathe in the dark
Its all thats here
Breathe in the loss,
Awaken the fear
In this dark place
Tasting my tears
Ripping my mind
Now madness becomes me
Take this sickness away
It drains me, it aches me,
It pulls all hope from me
Like walls it surrounds me
It towers above me
Keeps drawing me in
Showing no love,
but loving my sin
Breathe in the dark
Its all thats here
Breathe in the loss
Awaken the fear
In this dark place
Tasting my tears
What once was is gone
Now misery becomes me