Fear Of A Blank Planet
Sunlight coming through the haze
No gaps in the blinds
To let it inside
The bed is unmade
Some music still plays
TV yeah its always on
A flicker of a screen
A movie actor screams
Im basking in the sh*t
Flowing out of it
Im stoned in the mall again
Terminally bored
Shuffling round the stores
And shoplifting is getting
So last years thing
X-box is a god to me
My finger on the switch
My mother is a bitch
My father gave up
Ever trying to talk to me
Dont try engaging me
The vaguest of shrugs
The prescription drugs
Youll never find
The person inside
My face is mothered on
Curiosity has given up on me
Im tuning out his eyes
The pills are on the rise
How can I be sure Im here?
The pills that Ive been taking confuse me
I need to know that someone sees them
Theres nothing left to simply end up here
Im through with pornography
The acting is lame
The action is tame
Explicitly dull
Or rather a null
Your mouth should be boarded up
Talking all day
With nothing to say
Your shallow proclamations
All disinformation
My friend says he wants to die
Hes in a band
They sound like Pearl Jam
The clothes are all black
The music is crap
In school I dont concentrate
Sex is kind of fun
But just another one
All of the empty ways
Of using up a day
How can I be sure Im here?
The pills that Ive been taking confuse me
I need to know that someone sees them
Theres nothing left to simply end up here
Bipolar disorder
Cant deal with the boredom
Bipolar disorder
Cant deal with the boredom
Don't try to be like you dont mind
You feel no sun
You steal a gun
To kill time
Somewhere you know where, you dont care
Catch the breeze
It still relieves
So nowhere
