
Back to the Beginning
I know I'm ritualistic
But I just can't resist
The habitual itches in my mind
Such an instinctual moment
You lived it, so own it
Did you think you could throw it all aside?
I was too scared to ask
How to manage or mask it
So I bask in its every beck and call
'Cause I take comfort in motion
If the world keeps on going
At some point it stops showing that I've stalled
So I hide behind the happiness in lives I never lived
Find me in a better place
And I'll come back to you
Remind me of our better days
It's all you have to do
Disguise me 'fore I go to waste
With all my aptitude
Just take me back to the beginning
Just take me back to the beginning
I know you may not believe it
But I promise you this
I've been kissed by a blessing and a curse
Every day I keep breathing
My mind stays repeating
"At this rate, it's only getting worse"
It was too close to call
I didn't need you at all
And now I'm rolling in reverse
So I hide behind the happiness in lives I've never lived
Find me in a better place
And I'll come back to you
Remind me of our better days
It's all you have to do
Disguise me 'fore I go to waste
With all my aptitude
Just take me back to the beginning
Just take me back to the beginning
Writer/s: The Royal Turns