Dying to Be Here
J-Doc
Im dying to be here, My time is right near
I sing my songs hoping anybody lends an ear
And i don't know a fear, More than having no career
I put my balls in the court and I'm blessed to hear a cheer
One like on Soundcloud, Retweet, DM on Instagram
I cherish every single person, thats just who I am
And If I made you think bad of me, I'm less a man
Or If you think you put a tax on me like uncle sam
Im sorry if I ever rubbed you the wrong way
'Cause throw my woes you folks have taken me a long way
You brought a sunrise to life when i saw no day
And man I owe you a lot, how can I pay
Im gonna make it for the people who been waiting
And didn't pass me up already when I was aching
And kept me going strong if people were ever hating
And you saved me from me, say that isn't worth me staying
Hi, low, blues go
But know that
Im dying to be here
Hi, low, blues go
But know that
Im dying to be here
Never been the one to talk the shit before I get it
Told 'em mind they fucking business, bought a Benz because I wished it
But lemme speak for a minute how I'm hating every minute
Of this battle in my mind, over why I keep attempting
Back and forth, am I good or bad I cant see who I'm sinning
But I wake up every morning knowing I am on a mission
But its hurting my transmission, 'cause I just wanna be winning
But then even if I do I wonder then if ill be grinning
Confession I hate who i am outside
Cant just put it to the side, sometimes i just wanna die
Oh why, I try so hard for the people i love but i feel I'm not enough, and it sucks
So now you ask the question, yes, I'm dying dying to be here
I love you all you saved my life
And I think I've made it clear
But when I say I'm dying, double entendre
Yes I want it but I'm losing all my fauna
Hi, low, blues go
But know that
I'm dying to be here
Hi, low, blues go
But know that
I'm dying to be here
Bro, I'm dying to be here, dude
Writer/s: Jack Caroselli
