Entry 10: Doubt
I think that I should have this figured out
What will make me happy
Everything I think I love, I never do
It doesn't make me happy
I'm just tired of chasing thoughts and making plans
When I just give up on them
I'm so exhausted from the expense of feeling so inspired
I know that it's crazy to be so sad about what you will make of your life
But it matters to me more than anything
I fluctuate between trust and doubt depending on the weather
I guess that I thought I would know by now what deserves my effort
I know that it's crazy to be so sad about what you will make of your life
But it matters to me more than anything
Ya, I know I'm good, but it's never enough
Ya, I know I'm loved, but it's never enough
I can't be okay when I know what I'm missing
I just wish that I could figure out what will make me happy
I just wish that I could trust that you're enough
Enough to make me happy
Writer/s: Dariynn Silver
