Feelings Lately
I been in my feelings lately
I been in my feelings lately
All up in my feelings lately
Let my thoughts get the best of me
I ain't been myself. I ain't been right. Deep in my feelings most of the night. Seeing what I'm
becoming but worried about what people think. From the strong holds I need to be set free.
Preferred Dream deferred I'm feeling kinda lost. Been up a hill down a hill hand tossed. Told me I was winning then told me I was losing. Told me I was good but wasn't worth choosing. Enemies all around now I'm standing my ground. A table before me now I'm holding my crown. My bags
kinda light but my cup runneth over and over again.
I been in my feelings lately
I been in my feelings lately
All up in my feelings lately
Let my thoughts get the best of me
I got a gentle mental
Used to joke and call me toilet baby. Daddies maybe or somebody's baby. That's just how they made me but my grandmother saved me. Perfection a must. Production of that unlawful unlawful lust. Black girls matter not just a hashtag or somebody's bag but the fact of the matter. They say from the bottom to the top what about in between. From the valley low friends become foe.
I been in my feelings lately
I been in my feelings lately
All up in my feelings lately
Let my thoughts get the best of me
I got a gentle mental
Feels like I'm living on borrowed time. Tired of this muted lifestyle. Feelings in my heart can't be denied. Desiring to live out loud. I never claim to be an open book. I'm quiet but my soul is loud.
Confident, unassuming, my energy comes before me. You couldn't know. These feelings
uncomfortable.
I been in my feelings lately
I been in my feelings lately
All up in my feelings lately
Let my thoughts get the best of me
And they been getting the best of me
Writer/s: Kashaundra Gaston
