I Feel Alive
I'm never coming out of here
No matter how bad it gets in here
I'm never gonna follow you
Out the goddamn door
I'm never gonna change my ways
No matter how badly I push away
Every good thing and every single good person that ever comes my way
'Cause I feel alive when I'm closest to losing my mind
I feel alive when I'm burning the bridges I use
To get home
I feel alive when it's too dark to see the sadness
On all my friends faces
I Feel alive when I'm barely alive at all
I'm never getting out of bed
And I don't understand why anyone would
Put themselves through the daily abuse the world's about to throw their way
I'm never gonna write that book
And I don't think that I'll ever take that trip
'Cause I'm never going to be the man I used to think I would become
I feel alive when I'm closest to losing my mind
I feel alive when I'm burning the bridges I use
To get home
I feel alive when it's too dark to see the sadness on all my friends faces
I feel alive when I'm barely alive at all
I'm not giving up, but I am close to being defeated
And I will still stand up while everybody else stays seated and fatigue is setting in
No more rations have been sent, we're running low
Dangerously low
I feel alive when I'm closest to losing my mind
I feel alive when I'm burning the bridges I use
To get home
I feel alive when it's too dark to see the sadness on all my friends faces
I feel alive when I'm barely alive at all
