Livin'in This Life
J.T. - Livin' in this life...
2x melody.
couplet 1:
1988 The time I was born...Livin' in a place where I didn't belong.
I had a criminal brother...and 4 my mother...was that the beginning
of the same old song.
1989 crawlin' thru the livin' room eating an orange,
didn't knew the enemy's only the friends.
That was the time...that i was loved...nice long hair and my skin was soft.
Just a lil' baby, with my daiper full of shit...
Poo in my chair where i use 2 sit...
1990 started walkin' talkin' standing up and fallin'
Scared of the fireworks when it was newyear...
thank god i was safe with me teddybear...
In 1991 there started the fun...started watchin TV. first time i saw a gun.
Watchin' sesamestreet...eatin' an icecream...crying when my nose bleed.
That part of my life was like a dream...
Also the first year that I went 2 school.
They knew i was smart but i acted like a fool.
i didn't had real friend's but i had my mother...
And loving is hard...but life is harder...
chorus:
*Life is hard...*
Yeah it's hard...
*Everybody hates a part...*
U can hate it...
*life is hard...*
And U will hear the hard part in this rhyme...
*But love it when the good part starts...*
and now it's my time...
couplet 2:
1992, found out life wasn't fair...
No love from my daddy because he wasn't there...
He was crazy...lazy...except when he could rage me...
I thought i had a friend...But it was fake...
He became my biggest enemy at the time i was eight...
I learned some new words...called my momma a bitch...
but how the fuck should i know i was not even six.
1993.The trouble started, i wanted 2 B free and didn't want 2 B guarded.
Wanted 2 B a singer but i didn't came far.
I knew i had the skill's but english was hard.
1994 things went bad.Crying when i was alone because i didn't
had what others had...
First fight with my mother...
sometimes we had a lil' conflict so i wanted 2 buy an other.
1995 a year i'll always remember.Started a music career
somewhere in september.
The band was the sharks...
just 3 lil' kids...Had big plan's and wanted 2 write hit's.
I allmost knew we made it...We only needed a label...
we thought we had the shit but our rhythm was instabel.
So i threw away all the stuff, my letters, my mic, and my best rhyme...
we failed but i don't give up...Just keep thinken better next time...
chorus:
__________________
couplet 3:
1996 found out santa didn't excist...
Was i lil' sad, and also a lil' pist...
cause if it wasn't thrue they lied 2 me for 8 years...
that thought made me sad and there came my lil' tears...
1997, 9 years old...i got a bike but i think that was also 9 years old.
Got a thunderbirds island...i was happy with that...
I felt big, 9 years! But still early 2 bed...
1998...i discovered sex that time...so i tried it with a girl...
I friend of mine...she was young...She wanted, it i did it,
so i was wrong...
1999, thing's were going worse...
I had my first cig...That's gross that first...
I started smokin' couse i was broken...
Started drinkin', stopped thinkin'...
Doing crimes, the lil' thug was made...
My momma tried 2 change me but it was 2 late...
the year 2000...went 2 highschool.
I felt a kind a big...and also kind a cool...
So the thug in me was growin'...
i also started blowin...
I fell in love time after time...
That's the only part that didn't got away.
That shit is the lil'thug that makes me today.
2001 I lied 2 my friends because i didn't had something special.
Always talkt me out when lies where startin 2 strugle...
I'm a good lieí«r...everyboddy knows...
I will never B very honest.But that's how life goes.
This year it was twice they said i did the same shit as R.kelly...
The muthafuckers got 2 far because i was unguilty...
Nobody of my family trusts me anymore...
In 2002 my mother kickt me outta door...
I stole a scooter and now i walk with a knife in my back.
Talk about a bad day i live a life like that.
Now U know i lived in hell sindse i was 5...
Distroying my childhood in 9 years of my life...
chorus:
__________________
End music:
So much trouble in the world...
Aint nobody feel ya pain...
There is still one thing i promised...
so i gotta tell cause this is te perfect time...
A real mother is a mother as mine
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music ended.
