What If (I still had you)
What if I found the strenght today to get on with my life
What if I found that I could say to everyone, I'm doing fine
Could I believe my hopefull word, even if they weren't the truth
Make my heart believe them to, somehow
What if I started changing things, beginning with this room
Moving around the furniture so it doesn't seem like you
Would it change how I feel inside, at the heart of who I am
I'm still missing you as bad, oh the thought keeps coming back..
What if I still had you..
What if I wish it hard enough
Would you be standing there
Even though I know the answer
The painfull truth
As long as there's some hope of it
I keep on going wondering what if..
What if I saw you out today, on someone else's arm
What if I'd walk right up to you and didn't fall apart
Could I be happy for you? Wish you well and turn away?
That's a scene I couldn't fase cause the thought wouldn't go away
What if I still had you
What if I opened up the door and found you standing there
Even though I know the answer, the painfull truth
As long as there's some hope of it I keep on going wondering what if
I've always been much stronger
And know just what to do
For once I've lost my way
So lost without you girl
Even though I should give up, don't ask me to..
As long as there's some hope of it I keep on going wondering
As long as there's some feeling left..
As long as there's a chance of it,
I keep on going wondering what if..
What if I still had you
