Why I Become So Mean?
You're violently silent
But I'm not ready to confess
My fears decided for me
And left you there to guess
Why I become so mean
Inside of all that chaos I've found it easy to repress
To see you as a stranger I wasn't able to express
Why I become so mean
My crooked smile
Says everything
But nothing, nothing, nothing
Of what you wanna hear
I'm silently violent
And still not ready to confess
The more private I become
The more you get obsessed
Asking me where I've been
We knew that soon I'm leaving
There's no upcoming prodigy
And when you touched me
It was painful
Hurting me subconsciously
So I just became so mean
My crooked smile
Says everything
But nothing, nothing, nothing
Of what you wanna hear
I'm far away I'm far away I'm far away from you
Does she treat you better than I did?
Does she love you better than I did?
I'm far away I'm far away I'm far away from you
Does she treat you better than I did?
Does she love you better than I did?
Writer/s: Noam Ackerman
