I am
Valious (ha-ha, ha-ha-ha)
I am, not okay (not okay)
Her face, stained in my brain (in my brain)
The sky is always gray (always gray)
It's my choice to stay
I am, not okay (not okay)
Her face, stained in my brain (in my brain)
The sky is always gray (always gray)
It's my choice to stay (Valious, ha-ha, ha-ha-ha)
Wishing that my life was like a movie
Make up your mind before you choose me
Never really knowing what you're thinking (what you're thinking)
So it's always when you're gone that I feel something that I'm missing (that I'm missing, yeah)
I am not surprised that I'm the one you chose to blame (chose to blame)
It is nothing special, I'm familiar with the pain (with the pain)
Yeah, I never learned my lesson (my lesson)
My heart is always broken but I'm calling it a blessing (calling it a blessing)
Baby, I just wanna hold your hand (hold your hand)
Know I'm a rocket but I don't know where to land (where to land)
Baby, I just wanna hold your hand (hold your hand)
Know I'm a rocket but I don't know where to land, yeah
I am, not okay (not okay)
Her face, stained in my brain (in my brain)
The sky is always gray (always gray)
It's my choice to stay
I am, not okay (not okay)
Her face, stained in my brain (in my brain)
The sky is always gray (always gray)
It's my choice to stay
