Envy

katra

I linger outside
In winter's night
I can't come home
You await me inside

I rather freeze than
Now face the truth
This fight had nothing
To do with you

Trying to swallow the words breaking
Trough
I took myself away from you

I step ahead
And come closer to the door
When the cold's getting in my core

You made me wonder
Why I blame
You for something myself ought to
Shame
It's just so easy to ignore what you said
The voice is screaming in the back of my head

Envy
Oh, my foolish pride
This feeling, it drives me mad

I know this game
But not how to play
So I can't explain away
Why I suffer and make you bleed
It's beacuse of my shattered dreams

How could I say: I envy your life
The show you lead should have been mine

Envy
Oh my foolish pride
Eating inside
Envy

I'm like a child
Not your bride
Envy, oh my foolish pride
Eating inside
This feeling it drives me mad!

I want to let go of my past
Say it to you and make it last
This fight between us, I will tell
Has now ended, the door's wide open
I'm home

Alone