Darker With My Eyes Open
Whenever I need somebody
I always seem to hurt somebody
Could I be like Jesus Christ?
Loved but no one's lover
Upon your cross of faith in spite
Today is like no other
Air heavy with the smell of death
I feel no pleasure, I feel no pain
Distorted mind cuts the final breath
Sadistic smile on my killing face
Could I be like Jesus Christ?
Loved but no one's lover
Upon your cross of faith in spite
Today is like no other
Sometimes I feel I'd like to kill someone
Sometimes I feel I'd like to kill myself
Could I be like Jesus Christ?
Loved but no one's lover
Upon your cross of faith in spite
Today is like no other
Despair and hurt no longer strangers to me
It's not the right way but will set me free
And when I feel I'm to fill the emptiness
The devil laughs and throws it back in my face