Shards
Here it comes again! 
The day I hoped would never come again
A new morning and I am down on my knees again
Empty hands, an empty head
No one is getting punished in my stead 
I live in a cage, but in my mind a house is sketched 
Its where my childhood I have lived, its where I now enter 
Small rooms, in them darkness the past edged 
In them echoes of joy - faint memories are wedged 
Shatter that won`t cut is what I am looking for 
Sticking it together I am building my tower 
The tower is folding, still little is my power 
On my pilgrimage again, naked and at the fore 
Again from the bottom, again from nothing 
Not sure I want to get up as I know that feeling 
Easier to throw away than to gain 
Tis harder to build than to maim
Five years, ten steps, nothing ever changes 
On a whirligig, losing my breath 
No self - esteem, nothing has value then 
Grab me by the neck, take the whip from my hand 
The die is cast, must keep playing 
I am not alone, no surrendering! 
I feel your love, I have to fight 
We`ll build a citadel, build a castle high
Autor(es): The Citadel