Symptoms Of You
In a fog
I stumble out of bed losing it
With brain zaps coming it feels like I lost my mind
Fade in and out
Trying to get over this daze
You make life sleepless
I toss and turn every night
Every time you make me feel this way
You leave me wondering if I should even stay
But I'm not free
I need you bad
'Cause when you're gone I have the worst anxiety attacks
Drifting in a daze
I can't get away
Too much for me to take
I feel so unsafe
But I have no voice, and I have no choice
I still need you in my system
Too much for me to bear
These symptoms have me scared
The symptoms of you
Hostile days
I'm acting out, so agitated
Restless and I can't take how I feel out of it
It's getting loud
With thoughts of you in my head
Can't decide if I need this or not
Every time you make me feel this way
You leave me wondering if I should even stay
But I'm not free
I need you bad
'Cause when you're gone I have the worst anxiety attacks
What kind of world would this be
Without you right by my side?
Without these symptoms, you see
I'd never live a normal life
Drifting in a daze
I can't get away
Too much here to take
I feel so unsafe
But I have no choice (no choice)
And I have no voice (no voice)
I still need you in my system
Too much for me to bear
The symptoms have me scared
The symptoms of you
Autor(es): Maya J Jenkins