Almighty
History shows, misery flows, keeping its company close
I am not scared, I know you there, I'm at this fork in the road
What is the meaning of life, is it a war for my soul
I know I'm not just a pawn, I know it's gotta be more
Is this really it, am I just here just to exist
Or is it a lesson in finding a blessing in simply just being content
I dwell in the trench, people around me say life is bitch
Am I just puttin my foot in my mouth, layin my life on these kicks
Has it been time, is it a bigger design, working I'm passing my prime
Is it desire, am I just thinking I'm fly, these are the thoughts of my mind
Niggas be saying I'm distant, I just be focused on winning
For years I been talking let's get it, maybe they not meant to hear it
That go for these bitches too, I'm not another statistic
Fuckin wit y'all I probably end up on a bench in a blizzard
Judgement I carry it everyday, baring this weight
Is it a mean to a glorious end and is heaven a place, questions of faith
Niggas been coming all at me since I was kid, I listened then turned em away
Then I escape, me and my pen and my pad and by chance I would this game
Am I insane, why is it pain, I see potential I'm showing restraint
I should let go, how many times can I tell em I am what these rap niggas ain't
Projecting a win for my peers, at it like year after year
Looking for guidance from you, for now I just play it by ear
Writer/s: Terron Calmese