A Lazy Letter
I was only 10
Behaving like I'm the man
I was only 10
Separated from my friends
I was only 10
Made mama cry like she 10
I was so insane that one kid they
Couldn't tame
Now I'm such a change
And it's only God to thank
I realized my friends really got me
Here today
There's nothing I can say
Except to write a love a letter
Need to show appreciation
Carry weight like its weather
That right there gonna get me further
I feel it soul
I just need to set a goal
I've been moving blindfolded
Wtf should I expect
When this life is but a test
Had to change up my perception
Now my attitude is next like
I don't reallly wanna have to raise a kid
Whilst I'm still acting like my father's kid
I'm tryna be more hands-on with my life now
If I meet death I'll give her high five
Damn
That's my nigga in the mirror
Proud of actions
I've been takin
Like the shits is taking off
Why I rap like it's a hobby
I don't seek what rappers be
Reason why I'm so consistent
Follow passion like religion
I was 15 didn't behave
Like a teen
I was type different
Something that they never seen
I was such a character
One they couldn't forget
I was just a rapper
Wanting dollars to his name
Now I'm 20 feeling what should
I rap about
I've got emotions
I just find it hard to bring em out
Pulled emotions in my system
From a younger age
Wish I really met my niggas
In the early days
Thoughts like I should
Prolly give this shit a rest
Drop the tape and ghost
Like I was never there
Niggas prolly ring me like that shit unfair
Depending on my mood
I find it hard to care
That's me talking reckless
I love all my niggas
1-5-0 fans really paint the picture
Take a trip to h town
My roots nigga
Cause a nigga bout to blossom
You need to fuck with us
Writer/s: Tawanda Chikura