Backyard
My last girlfriend was 5th grade
I couldn't get laid
Cause i ain't drink
I swear i ain't think
Cause i lost my first love
And it's a shame how i did it
It was over bullshit
And I'm ashamed I'll admit it
I was a cocky ass nigga
And real overprotective
I let my hoes take control
And Let a nigga intercept her
I thought that i was ready
I was down since i met her
And everytime i see her
I bring up the times we met up
She wasn't swinging low
She wasn't even down to fuck me
I just sit and think
I let my ego stand above me
And i ain't write this shit for another chance
This a letter to y'all females in advance
I'm not the type of nigga that you see in me
I'm the type of nigga fuck around and cause some shit
Cause I'll always put this microphone before any bitch
And that's fucked up i get it
That's not how it supposed to be
But I'm fucked up in the head
There is no controlling me
My first bust was real tough
Cause afterwards i let her go
So any girl I'm really feeling man i gotta take it slow
Or ima fuck up and tell a good chick to hit the doe
No matter how pretty you is after i bust you gotta go
It's like damn
Baby it's time to go home
I was just like that
I swear i ain't know where i belonged
Nobody felt my music
And she was there to sing my song
And every time i called
Believe that she was gone pick up the phone
Never felt love like that
I need to vent
She was focused on my problems
Finding who was causing it
She would start from the roots
I miss that shit fuck the lust
Cause what she did
I'd be surprised you bitches even touch
Backyard
That's my backyard
Thats why the grass ain't cut
She had power
I never thought to get married
But she could hold her own like
Independence wasn't scary
That shit was so attractive
I almost felt like she would leave me
Sometimes i even thought
That she thought that she ain't need me
So i test her
I thought about going to her desk man
And sliding her a note about me flirting with her best friend
Of course that bitch flirted back
No need to hide it
I threw away my heart
And hoping one day she would find it
In my backyard
Writer/s: Scott Benji