I Want You
I want you to know that only I know
I want you to know that your wounds are self-inflicted
I want you to feel the ice coldness of your bed at night
I want you to know that dreams can be crushed
I want to watch your defences crumble
I want the clouds to cover your moon
I want my face to appear even when you close your eyes
I want you dazed and confused, not knowing left from right
I want you to know the true meaning of hurt
I want you to scream and realise nobody's coming
I want you to walk in heavy chains each and every day
I want your world to implode, so I can take it away
I want you to grasp what you have done to me
I want everything to taste like ash to you
I want you to learn the cost of loving me
I want to know how much you love me
I want to know how much you hate me
I want to see the hope in your eyes, so I can kill it
I want to watch your light disappear
I want you come begging for me to stop
I want you to shout for me just to make it stop
I want you stumbling in my footsteps
I want to know where you are, all of the time
I want you to be buried alive by my lies
I want the heavy, dead weight of your guilt to pin you down
I want you to pray for salvation from me
I want you to seek that salvation from my hand
I want you to hide, so that I can come and find you
I want you to run, so that I can come and grind you, down
I want you to know that darkness is everywhere
I want you to know that evil can be so handsome
I want you to pray the price for your treatory
And I want you to give me what belongs to me
I want you to watch you, loose control
I want you to lose, I want to see you lose
I want you to realize I am unstoppable
I want you to understand I will not stop
I want the clouds to cover your moon
I want everything to taste like ash to you
I want to know how much you love me
I want to know how much you hate me
I want to know how much you love me
I want to know how much you hate me
I want to know how much you love me
I want to know how much you hate me
Writer/s: Christelle Nibe Ravneberget